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for a long time now i have been in the dark a different sort of dissonence I have wandered so far out, that time, is slowing down and it feels like we're living in that split second of a car crash (NIN:0s&1s) What you resist persists. sometimes i wish i would have taken the blue pill. every moment is a battle. every last second. the outward expression of ____, and the belief of ____'s eventuality, will make you what you want to be. easier said than done. i try to make it work, i do. yet, every last moment is spent trying to look forward, to WHAT IS COMING. and i can see it, and it might just work, for some. my d

Shreading the contract,  screaming through the trees Instant death with contact,  a suicidal tease Blackened thumb breaks on the turn,  pressing too hard to find my wings Driving like the world's ready to burn,  my explosive symphony sings Lost the reason for turning back,  pushing away the world under my wheels Existential existance grows dim and black,  disentigrating away my last dirty deals So far gone is this solid stasis,  tractor beams of ecscape pull me out Living without a legitimate basis,  help me answer the things that i doubt Flying like i broke free from my cage,  freedom finds me in the zenith of speed

up and out time to shout onward and upward break it down to two words PROVE YOURSELF (remove yourself) Improve yourself. make the time and see that it all flows outwards take the time to articulate precious words trust in yourself and never live in doubt bust your old self, see the way out ------It's always the same. No end. Just long tracks to nowhere when i could be somewhere doing something. Packed in for the economic experience that is my life.  I need to get out, Free from everthing. This isn't my stop. I'm getting out anyway I'm getting out now.------